My head and heart are battling at the mo. I feel such immense sadness and pity for a man - my biological father - who never knew his kids or grandkids.
I'll be OK, it'll just take a little time. Got to realise that things can never change now and that 'sorry' will never be said. I have a very close family (even tho we are on 3 different continents) otherwise and an amazing hubby and those are things I cling onto x